yre not meant to matter but it’s just so unnerving and you’re around all the fucking time and just oh my fuck. why do you have to concern yourself with it and why can they still not see anything wrong with your fucking attitude towards me and not care about it… me.
Boy Meets World - my favourite love quote of all time.
Shawn:You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes out. You know, I've waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you've broken up?
Topanga:No. Shawn, I don't wanna talk about him.
Shawn:Now that you've broken up, he still tells me how wonderful you are.
1803) When your older sister is skinnier than you, and you always get compared to her. It bothers me. Everyone always talks about how skinnier she is than me. Some people say, "you're the lucky one, you have curves" to make me feel better. Really? Because I don't feel lucky.
41040) My hair is falling out, my nails are brittle, my joints creak and pop... But I feel as though I can't yet label or even properly approach my food/weight issues because no one's made concerned comments about my appearance. I'm scared no one will ever reach out and I'll just waste away.
40655) I have no friends anymore. Zero. I lost them all because I started isolating myself. I just miss knowing that someone is there for me and I miss having someone to text and friends I just love having in my life. It's hard having to be strong for myself all the time.
Trust me. At first they’ll seem understanding & will say that they’ll be there for support. But little by little, they’ll get tired of you starving yourself, destroying yourself. They’ll want you to get help but you’ll say “No.” (of course). You won’t even notice how detached you are from them until it’s too late. They’ll realize you’re too far gone & end it. & You’ll be stuck there with the remaining pieces.