March 2012
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a few posts ago, ...
I said, “I loved our friendship because we could talk to each other. If there was something wrong, I never felt like I had any sort of hesitation to take it up with you.”
And then now we’re having this dialogue of: “I was just being honest, but now I know not to.” “Thanks for understanding.”
Obviously now I see I was right in that I felt like we...
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WIP: You Are.
You are the lightning.
The infrequency, the uncertainties terrify me, yet I’m kept holding on, anxious for more. I never know what to expect, when you will be around- you go just as quickly as you come: no build up, one night here, by dawn, gone. But I find a beauty in this, the way I might find a beauty in your every flaw. The brevity during which my world is lit up at its darkest point- I see...
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for once i might actually be wishing that you can...
I loved our friendship because we could talk to each other.
If there was something wrong, I never felt like I had any sort of hesitation to take it up with you.
That was new, it was refreshing.
If anything needed fixing between us, we could just talk about it.
I don’t know how, but it seems we’ve lost that.
Maybe it’s because I’m always so scared of being even more of...
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inhale, exhale, and repeat.: I love you valerie. I... →
bebebebebreathe:
If you died, I don’t think I would’ve live very long either. All I know is I’m so glad you didn’t carry out your thoughts because I know I wouldn’t have been better off without you. I won’t say all the ‘I’m here for you’ crap because I know you know it already. I know I’m not the best person to go…
Unexpectedly saw this whilst doing some best friend stalking.
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Will someone just take care of me 'cause I'm tired...
I would.
bebebebebreathe:
Does my presence or my absence mean anything to you?
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bebebebebreathe:
No. Don’t even bother anymore. It’s either you give me full responses and mean it or you don’t talk to me at all. Don’t give me those half-assed replies. Seriously. I’ve tried so hard to talk to you, make convo, ask you to chill and what not but fuck that shit. Step up your game fast doe. I’m an impatient motherfucker and I’m not one who’s going to bother if you don’t.
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lol getting angry at myself
for being driven to binge instead of being driven to starve.
lolmylife
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i was just thinking of the Earth...
what’s the likelihood that out of this infinite stretch of matter that is the universe,
only this little bit of rock has life on it,
life that’s built its own empire…?
imagine finding a planet really really far away (really really really really really really x a billion far away), and seeing moving creatures with weird metallic structures stretching ‘sky-high’ like...
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#suicidalthoughts
entirely unhealthy,
entirely unavoidable.
a girl from island school commit suicide recently, she was only in y9,
really shocked me into thinking what things would be like if i went through with what my brain constantly came up with in y8.
now i’m saying that she’s still so young and she had so much more to live for, but i feel like i can identify with how she felt…
and then...
